The ‘Master’s Manual’ by Jack Rinella may be a good resource for you. You might also check out the books by Mike Makai. Mike has some of the most down-to-earth advice about D/s than just about anything I have read.
Feel like I don’t have a say about myself he always wants to punish me. Which just irritates me. I’m the older one in this relationship yet to punish me he wants to spank me. Wtf? I feel like I need to get out.
Shelia, There is help in the form of vanilla support groups. If you join any Narcissisitc Victim support group, you will find the same types of things abusive kinksters do abusive vanilla men do. Down the the passing you around to his friends for sex, or cooersive tactics. But yes be careful when you plan to leave. It can become dangerous so have a plan and be safe.
The ‘Master’s Manual’ by Jack Rinella may be a good resource for you. You might also check out the books by Mike Makai. Mike has some of the most down-to-earth advice about D/s than just about anything I have read.
Feel like I don’t have a say about myself he always wants to punish me. Which just irritates me. I’m the older one in this relationship yet to punish me he wants to spank me. Wtf? I feel like I need to get out.
Shelia, There is help in the form of vanilla support groups. If you join any Narcissisitc Victim support group, you will find the same types of things abusive kinksters do abusive vanilla men do. Down the the passing you around to his friends for sex, or cooersive tactics. But yes be careful when you plan to leave. It can become dangerous so have a plan and be safe.